This was foreseen and I don’t want to go into to this with a negative mindset.Still, being a pes C  stay-in feels so wasteful. Oh well, I suppose this could improve my communication skills.The internet provides me with a wealth of information about my life in the near future. I can’t really decide whether its going to be good or bad. Of course, I’m in a much better position that most.  The worst thing that’s going to happen to me is going to be the horrible memory work I’m going to have to do. Hopefully this will train my mind in some way. Now I will talk of other things, because I don’t want to accidentally reveal something that could get me charged.

Speaking about training the mind, I’m still worrying about university. I don’t know where I’m going and I don’t know whether I’ll be happy when I get there. Arts sounds like a lot of fun, but fun isn’t what you should be looking for in a university course. I know I should be following my passions, but I’m a bit young to know what they are yet. I just need to trust in God.